Who is Mizz Tina BAM Bina?

More Bad News

mtbb_10 — Fri, 23 Jul 2010 05:50:06 +0000

Lately, I don’t feel like I’ve been having very many good days. I just received what I’m feeling like it’s really bad news.

I will be brief and will have to explain more at a later time.

Dad lost health benefits due to involuntary part time status.

Lots of paper/admission paperwork.

Mom’s going through PD dialysis. Lots of ups and downs.

One of dad’s medications is estimated to be $800 a month! Holy cow!

I’m now lost. Help me find my way?

K, Thx, Bai

Tofu

mtbb_10 — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 03:02:42 +0000

Mom: You’re making me eat all this tofu, I’m going to become tofu.

Me: No you won’t *smiles*

Motivation

mtbb_10 — Mon, 28 Jun 2010 19:15:17 +0000

I’ve been putting a lot of time into taking care of my mom lately. If I’m not taking care of my mom, I’m working. (Gotta pay bills and stuff, ya know.)

When I’m home, I don’t want to do anything other than sleep. I have no motivation to do anything for myself. I just seem to be tired and exhausted all the time. I’m constantly thinking about sleep to the point where I think to myself that if I don’t wake up, I’ll be OK with that. I’ve probably mentioned that already in another posting, but it’s one of the things on my mind lately. There are other times when I want to trade places with my cat. LOL! Just so I can sleep all day and not worry about anything other than food.
Anyways…where has my motivation gone? Why can’t I put in the same amount of time and effort I put in other people into myself? *Sigh*

K, Thx, Bai

Defeated

mtbb_10 — Tue, 22 Jun 2010 17:31:00 +0000

I’m feeling very defeated right now. My mom is being stubborn and doesn’t want to do everything I need her to do.

I need her to eat more tofu to boost her protein to help her get through this infection.

I need her to take better care of her exit site wound.

If anything happens to her, I’ll feel SUPER bad and will probably blame myself for all of this.

All I want to do is go to sleep and not wake up. =\

K, Thx, Bai

Life at the moment

mtbb_10 — Fri, 11 Jun 2010 19:51:42 +0000

I feel that my life is officially over. I’m heading towards becoming a full time care giver for my mom. Is this what I’m meant to do with my life right now? There are days when I want to be selfish and say, “Screw you, I’m going home!” And then just drop all of my responsibilities. Then again, it’s my mom’s life that’s on the line here.

Please keep praying for us.

K, Thx, Bai

Mom’s Phone Call This Morning…

mtbb_10 — Thu, 27 May 2010 16:10:05 +0000

(As I’m driving into work…)

Me: Hello?

Mom: Where did your dad put my binder?

Me: I don’t know. I haven’t talked with him this morning. How am I supposed to know where he put it?

[I love how my mom thinks I know EVERYTHING. LOL!]

K, Thx, Bai!

My day…

mtbb_10 — Tue, 25 May 2010 07:31:14 +0000

Started my morning off by taking my ma to her appointment. Got gas and a car wash. My parents were nice enough to give me the $3.00 to wash my car and help me vacuum the inside. I think my mom enjoys cleaning me car : -)

Then I helped my parents pack my brother’s crap. Ate lunch with my parents. Then spent the rest of the afternoon driving my dad around town running his errands on his birthday. So, I was glad I could do that for my dad. On our journey of errands, I bought my dad a new printer cause his broke coincidentally today. After the errands, my parents cooked dinner while I put together the new printer.

We eat.

Then I trained my dad on how to use the copy and scan functions of the printer.

Then helped my mom sort out the DVDs that she wanted us to make.

Packed up my crap and drove home.

I’m now wondering why I lead myself to believe that I will have some me time to myself? I don’t even have kids yet. Do I just have poor time management skills?

Tomorrow morning, we go to our dialysis training #1.

Another long day.

K, Thx, Bai

My Problem

mtbb_10 — Fri, 30 Apr 2010 03:56:41 +0000

Hello, my name is Tina and I fall asleep while driving. I know what the solution is, but I’m having trouble executing it.

Are your parents home?

mtbb_10 — Tue, 30 Sep 2008 20:41:35 +0000

Hehehe….so guess what happened on Saturday?

There was a knock on the door. Hmm…I wonder who it could be? I go and answer it. The first thing the guy asked me was, “Are your parents home?” I said, “No.” He then proceeds to show me a pamphlet of some sort and tells me about his church. I then told him that we already go to a different church and closed the door on him.

Hehehehe….he asked if my parents were home! It’s truly a blessing to look young! =P

K, Thx, Bai =P

Hee Hee Haa Haa

mtbb_10 — Wed, 24 Sep 2008 06:24:08 +0000

My co-workers thought it’d be funny to buy me a Kids Meal from McDonald’s just because I look like kid. Now, my co-worker didn’t just buy a regular Happy Meal. He bought a Mighty Kids Meal! So, I think what he means is that I look like a kid, but not young enough to not be able to feed myself. I didn’t even know they had a Mighty Kids Meal! LOL! Shows you just how much I go to McDonald’s. I was excited about the toy. =) I’m keeping it on my desk at work.

Hehe, it actually made me feel special. Thanks guys!

Update on my crazy bug bite:

I didn’t go to the doctor’s. It is looking much better. The swelling’s gone down. Still really itchy though. I’m doing ok not scratching a lot. But every now and then I just can’t help it!

K, Thx, Bai =)